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DISGRACELAND

John Lennon (Pt. 1): “John Lennon, I’m going to kill you, you phony bastard.”

DISGRACELAND

Jake Brennan

True Crime, Music, Society & Culture

4.613.1K Ratings

🗓️ 12 December 2025

⏱️ 28 minutes

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Summary

John Lennon was a walking contradiction: a violent pacifist and a creative genius marred by creative inconsistency. Just as he was getting his groove back, he was gunned down by Mark David Chapman, a self-loathing narcissist who was obsessed with his contradictory hero, as well as with Lennon’s musical rival, Todd Rundgren and J.D. Salinger’s angsty, Holden Caulfield from The Catcher In The Rye. Hear how all of these factors and more contributed to the musical icon’s senseless murder in the first installment of a two part Disgraceland episode. To see the full list of contributors, see the show notes at ⁠www.disgracelandpod.com⁠. This episode was originally published on July 10, 2018. To listen to Disgraceland ad free and get access to weekly bonus content and more, become a Disgraceland All Access member at ⁠disgracelandpod.com/membership⁠. Sign up for our newsletter and get the inside dirt on events, merch and other awesomeness - ⁠GET THE NEWSLETTER⁠ Follow Jake and DISGRACELAND: ⁠Instagram⁠ ⁠YouTube⁠ ⁠X⁠ (formerly Twitter)  ⁠Facebook Fan Group⁠ ⁠TikTok To learn more about listener data and our privacy practices visit: https://www.audacyinc.com/privacy-policy Learn more about your ad choices. Visit https://podcastchoices.com/adchoices

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0:00.0

Double Elvis.

0:05.0

Disgrace and is a production of Double Elvis.

0:10.0

Disgrace Land is a production of Double Elvis. John Lennon is celebrated as a defiant icon of the peace and love generation.

0:31.8

The Smart Beetle, a dedicated husband, endoting father to his young son,

0:36.9

whose life was tragically cut short by a bullet from a deranged fan.

0:41.4

All of that is true, and all of that is also untrue.

0:46.5

John Lennon was a violent, philandering, absentee dad, and drug and alcohol-abusing, insecure mess of a man,

0:53.9

whose life he left in the manipulative hands of his Machiavellian witch of a wife,

0:58.9

Yoko Ono, a woman he truly loved, and who truly loved him back.

1:04.4

Throughout his life, he'd been fiercely independent,

1:07.0

but by the 70s, he would hardly make any move of consequence

1:10.4

without first having his wife

1:12.0

consult the complicated cosmic algorithm of horoscopes, numerology, real-life oracles, and tarot cards.

1:20.8

He was a longtime critic of the trappings of the material world, yet he empowered his wife

1:25.5

to build a financial empire through real estate,

1:28.2

Egyptian art, and prized cattle, and was prone to lavish $100,000 shopping sprees on a whim.

1:35.1

He was one of the greatest musicians to ever record, yet after the Beatles, his records were marred

1:40.2

by creative inconsistency, and he'd seated his place atop the charts to his former

1:45.1

bandmate, Paul McCartney, a thing that bothered him so much that he avoided the radio for fear

1:51.6

of hearing the cute beetle blanketing the airwaves with silly love songs.

1:56.8

He was a walking contradiction, complicated, simple, completely full of shit, and totally true to himself all at the same time.

2:05.4

But by 1980, John Lennon was reclaiming the better parts of himself and starting over, making great music again.

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