What it is, Bradley back again with another episode of Dropin' Bombs today in the studio

I am a licensed therapist and you wrote a book that went like hog shit crazy called I used to be a miserable fuck

I used to be a miserable fuck true story now why is that what made you so miserable and how'd you get

I was unhappy I was in a dark place I was going through a divorce I didn't know who I was and I was chasing

so instead of attracting I was chasing after shiny things

and so because those things didn't come at that time it was you know cars and a house and a three-picture deal and all that stuff

I didn't allow myself to be happy so I was just great out miserable

when you say three-picture deal were you trying to be a writer screenwriter yeah so you wanted to be able to sell three screenplays

yeah so the three-picture deals when they give you a deal for three movies and you have your little you know

a office on the studio said it's that whole Hollywood thing and you make movies what's that and then you make movies sure

was that your dream that was my dream I went to film school and all that and I grew up in LA been in L.A.

says I was three and all my friends were you know blown up and and doing big things and I was I felt like the kid that got left behind

yeah so you know it's funny when I was a young man I always wanted to be an actor oh so I yeah so I went down to L.A.

there was an agency William Morris agency other big yeah so yeah I mean I had a starring role in a movie three days before production the producer son got out of a drug rehab

yeah and ultimately they gave him my part and so the writers which was Ken Keezy he wrote one flow over the kukus nest

so they wrote me a part in specially for me because basically produce came along said hey I'm taking this kid out and put my kid in

and so once I realize what that was I'm like so the person with the money gets to make the decisions and they're like pretty much so I'm like okay

let me be give me a minute I'll be back so I went to go become a millionaire I thought I'd take a year I thought I'd take a year or two

and you know 30 years later here I am right but I always wanted to be the the movie star yeah so you're actually you know what

your handsome your charismatic like I can totally see that I will let me ask you this is that something still that you have

a something that you've locked away that's still kind of there I'm going to do it oh shit see now that I can create a movie now I'm busy with a company

right so so again in the next I'd say three to five years I'm going to fund a movie oh I didn't know this and I'm going to put myself in it I won't be the star star because I'm going to hire a star

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