Untamed is going to be untamed. It's going to be a little crazy.

I want to talk to my people. I want to talk to my brothers and sisters.

We can have grace and humility and how we interact with other people.

Oh, hot dog, look at you.

And nobody talked about what's really happening.

And let's have conversations about what truth is. There's a peculiar suffering that comes with awareness, a kind of exile that happens not when you

leave the world, but when you begin to truly see it.

You sit down to watch a movie everyone loves, and within minutes, you're analyzing the manipulation tactics, the propaganda, the tired formulas.

You're at a party, and instead of enjoying the moment you're observing the social

performances the masks the desperate need for validation in every conversation

you used to enjoy these things you remember when a movie was just a movie

when small talk was comfortable when you could lose yourself in the moment without

your mind dissecting every layer of what was really happening. But something changed. You woke up,

and now you can't go back to sleep. Today, we're exploring one of the most painful

consequences of consciousness, the loss of simple pleasures.

This isn't about being cynical or superior. This is about the genuine grief that comes when awareness strips away the capacity for innocent enjoyment.

Alan Watts once observed that the price of consciousness is the loss of unconsciousness.

And with that loss comes something most people never talk about. You can't enjoy things the way

you used to. Think about a child watching a magic show. Their eyes light up with wonder.

They believe in the magic completely. Now think about you watching that same show.

You see the sleight of hand. You recognize the misdirection. You appreciate the skill, perhaps, but the magic is gone.

This is what happens to conscious people with almost everything in life. You can't watch the news without seeing the agenda behind every story.

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