Have you ever gone through something so traumatic?

It makes you doubt what you truly believed to be real?

What you truly believed to be the truth?

Talking about the big worldview. believe to be the truth?

Talking about the big worldview.

What happens when trauma starts to erode your worldview?

Starts to erode the tenets that you held on to as truth

in your human experience.

You ever had something so traumatizing

that you're wondering like, is that actually true never forget I was playing sophomore quarterback I played J. V a little bit but sophomore quarterback and we called a run play this is in the suburbs of Seattle, Washington.

We called a run play, and so I went to hand the ball off to our running back,

and then, of course, I pretended like I still had the ball.

That's what good quarterback's do.

You know, Russ and I being quarterbacks and stuff.

But so I hand the ball off, so I don't have the ball.

Hand the ball off and I fake like I have the ball, like I do the fake on the TV on the turn this room and I went like this and the

linebacker who was very big to be playing in a sophomore game, came to the line

and literally almost ended my life.

Like just destroyed, thought I had the ball or so he said,

and I hit the turf and the wind's knocked out of me.

Now, if you never had the wind knocked out of you, it's like dying, okay? It's the worst. And I'm laying there and I'm thinking everything I held true in life is not true. There is no God. There is no, like I think I'm dying on the 40 yard line in the suburbs of Seattle.

You ever gone through something where you got hit so hard?

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