than the most

When you talk about jealousy can you have any examples you become for both sharing or maybe the little uncomfortable with sharing

About times where you felt jealous in the past and how that sort of

Rose within you I think it was a huge

Contributing factor to my eating disorders. I think you know being jealous of other people's bodies and thinking well

Why can't mine look that way and does my body negatively impact my career?

It's you know very conventional for actresses to be very thin

And I would you know certainly have a lot of jealousy slash envy toward those examples and then one one other example that I don't want to

Tread on too much because I've talked about it a bit

And you know from the one woman share I am but my co-star was Ariana Grande whose biggest you know at this time

She was skyrocketing to be the biggest pop star and I

Being in the presence of her consistently made me feel inadequate and and I would feel jealous of well

Why does she get all these opportunities? Why am I not getting the same opportunities?

We're on the same show where that it's not even like you know

Like one of us is more main than the other two-hander show like why am I not getting the same opportunities even though

She was pursuing pop music which is the thing that I would never want to pursue like it didn't even

Logically I could go well this doesn't make sense to be comparing myself to this person

Maybe it makes more sense to be comparing myself to somebody who had wanted to write in direct some you know up and coming young

Filmmaker or something like that

So I would try and

Intellectualize the emotion which was also making it worse

Because it wasn't just allowing myself to feel it. Yes, I wouldn't just go I feel this

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