Let me begin with a heartfelt thank you for your reviews on iTunes and wherever it is that you

listen to this podcast. I read everyone personally they mean so much to me and I've said before they have an impact on me

your reviews are really helping me get through a little bit of a difficult time over here

so thank you so much now let me tell you I am holding in my hand the funniest thing.

This is a schedule that I tried to create back when I had three kids under age three.

I remember I posted it. I posted it in our kitchen.

And guys, it had circle time and I can't even say it. I was that dumb that I thought that I was going to do circle time with little kids. See this is what you know what takes us a while in life to realize who we are.

And I didn't realize I'm not a circle time with toddlers kind of person

until a little bit later in my parenting journey.

After six kids, I can tell you with authority

That is not what God wants for my life

It is not my gifting it's not my calling I have an anti-blue flame in that area. No Circle Time with

toddlers and it was ridiculous too that. I was going to get up at the same time

every day and after Circle Time cook said healthful breakfast.

And I actually said healthful because this was back in the blogging days where if you said any...

We're going to be healthy this week.

Someone would have to comment, don't you mean healthful?

So that actually made it into my schedule.

And I even worked in clean up time for cleaning up after lunch, like I wasn't just going to leave all the plates on there and just ignore it

until five minutes before my husband came home.

Needless to say, guess how long that schedule lasted? I think one of the kids ripped it off the

wall and ate part of it in three days and I actually followed it for one day.

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