Engage in the world. Go find out some new things.

Learn some new things.

Whether that's the physical frontier or the mental frontier.

Take more risk there.

Start with what do you have an innate ability to?

What's in your DNA? You know, I wanted to play

basketball for years. I wanted to dunk. And it ain't my DNA, well, I was never, I'm never going to dunk.

No matter how hard I worked at it, I was never going to dunk. That's what I wanted to do. So look at

what do you have an innate ability for? And then what then are you willing to pursue an education for, work for, hustle for that for which you have an inability for?

And if we're going to talk about making a living, is that which you have an innate ability for and now I've educated yourself,

your talent to have a talent for? Is that and how can that be something that the world demands?

Because it's supply and demand. Boy, you can end up doing something you've got an innate ability

for plus you become really good at it and you learn the craft and the world demands it and you can supply up doing something you got an innate ability for plus you become really good at it and

you learn the craft and the world demands it and you can supply it there you go but some of us

have innate ability but we're not really we don't work for it we don't improve our skills we

kind of rely on what we got and it kind of become middle of field and it sometimes I don't have the ability for it, but I'm gonna learn a new craft, and I'm gonna hustle at it. And then actually, when we get good at something, we kind of can start to go home. I didn't know I loved it. I didn't like this anymore, but I like it now. It starts to feel good to do over and over. I was lost, man. I'm lost. I'm writing 16-page letters to myself,

and I'm returning them with a 17-page letter.

About what?

Existential, huge existential questions mixed in with,

oh, everything's going, great,

trying to talk myself and then keep my head up,

you know what I mean?

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