It's the most unmotivating time of the year.

I felt so clever for thinking about that.. I feel really good about myself. I have one of those really just obnoxious grins right now thinking I am just a genius, but I'm not that was stupid.

Hi everybody.

Welcome to the Run Selfy Repeat Podcast,

where we talk about life with the site of running.

My name is Kelly Roberts and today it's a good topic because it's a

it's a topical topic. I want to talk about feeling unmotivated and stuck and not sure how to get back into it because I know

this tends to be the season where a lot of people feel unmotivated and just kind of like

ble if that's a proper adjective bleh but before we get into it I know I this is what I

really want to say thank you. Thank you for listening. Yeah two days ago?

Recently the other day I found this file on one of my old external hard drives I was I'm trying to like be smart

about stuff because I tend to be all over the place. Chaos is a very good word to

describe how I work and I'm one of those creatives who like

writes things everywhere like I don't have one set thing for stuff I mean I try to but

when you know things being I'm like in my phone and my notes and I have like 30

journals around my desk that all have different things and they're all supposed to serve a different purpose but sometimes you know like when I have an idea just like grab something and write it or if I'm on the run and I think of a really good idea, you know like I text it to myself or I email it to myself and then like things get flushed out in Google Docs or in an external hard drive and whatever.

And so I'm trying to go through all my stuff,

and I'm glad I did because I found all of these old ideas

that are like so naive, things they probably are like 60,000

80,000 ideas to come to life like they would need serious backing but when I first got

started like I was so green and I had no idea how things worked and I just had all these ideas of like what would be fun and what would be really like fun different content that like people like me who weren't who ran but like their worlds weren't running, they enjoyed running, but like were not eat sleep and breathe, pace, PR, whatever.

What they would think is fun and I'm really glad I found them because now my I'm a little bit more jaded is that a good word jaded I mean I'm not jaded but I'm a little bit more realistic about how things happen who would say yes to things

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