Welcome to this is Jen episode number 52. We have got Shady Ray here producing

we have got Halli Lord doing all sorts of stuff that makes this podcast look amazing on

YouTube sound amazing on the podcast apps.

I'm going to begin by saying for those of you watching on YouTube, I apologize in advance

if anything weird is going on with my hair.

Half of my job doing this podcast is hair management every single time.

Every day there's some fly away, there's something,

but our technology is not such today

that I can really see myself that well.

So if it's and this is going to be me there's going to be like a piece of hair

going out like this the whole time and this is God asking you to let go of your perfectionism. You're going to watch this on

YouTube and let it go. Let it go. Just don't obsess about the flyaway hair.

So Shady, you let me know from your angle if anything

super weird is happening like but yeah but look at me new year knew me look at how

laid back I'm being I am I am my temptation was new year who this no right

shady could say that 50 times a day and it would not get old. What New Year Who Dis? Okay, actually

Merck, we've never done merch on this show. How about that? New Year Who Dis?? That's what, okay, so I'm selling that. That's

going to be the merch for the show, our first ever merch. But look, look at the new me.

This is the new me because when things that should work that matter to me

don't work, the level of meltdowns that I have can only be described as cosmic.

You know, you know when the Avengers, what was the end game or something, when Thanos, he gets the last thing, the jewel,

the gem.

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