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🗓️ 25 October 2022
⏱️ 30 minutes
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0:00.0 | At the beginning of graduate school, I was having my first meeting with one of my professors, |
0:04.6 | and I was really nervous, but also kind of excited to meet him because he was a big deal, |
0:10.0 | and everyone really admired this guy and enjoyed working with him. |
0:15.4 | And for me, I was really looking forward to discussing my research ideas with him, |
0:19.9 | and, you know, like getting |
0:20.9 | some preliminary feedback on my project. And I remember being in the meeting and he was like |
0:26.6 | giving me like a real talk into. And he was speaking to me as if he expected me to be lazy. |
0:35.9 | I remember he even said things to me like, that's why like the people driving the bus are the people driving the bus these days. |
0:43.4 | It's because they don't work hard and like you could just end up like them. |
0:48.2 | And, you know, and again, this is like New York City. |
0:50.0 | Bus drivers in that city are like predominantly like black men. |
0:52.9 | And I remember just sitting in that meeting |
0:55.5 | thinking to myself, he doesn't know me. I haven't even had a chance to prove myself one way or the other. |
1:02.4 | And he's suggesting that my baseline is like laziness. And I remember thinking to myself, I think if I were one of his white male students, he would just be talking to me about my science project. |
1:19.2 | And I couldn't say like, oh, he's talking to me about laziness because I'm a black woman here in front of him. |
1:26.3 | I couldn't prove that. |
1:27.3 | But it was super, super clear to him. I couldn't prove that. |
1:30.3 | But it was super, super clear to me. |
1:35.6 | And that's like one of those things that microaggressions do is that they linger with you. |
1:39.7 | They make you like have some types of self-doubt, |
1:42.8 | where all of a sudden you say like, oh, maybe I'm too sensitive. |
1:44.6 | Oh, maybe I'm taking it the wrong way. |
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