There's no dusk in Central America. It just goes from light to dark. So it's the

cusp of dark and I need to walk. I walk and walk and walk through the urban

streets. The air is dry and hot, punctuated only by the smell of burning garbage.

Laundry hangs limp from the windows, dogs are barking, my head is spinning. What am I

even doing here? What can I possibly contribute in just a year? I'm disappointed

but I'm also angry because my perception of what I thought I was going to do

here and what I'm doing here are just completely different. I ask myself over

and over. Does it have to be so hard? Is it always going to be this hard? I'm not

consciously praying. It's more like a cry but I can only explain what happens

next as a clear answer from another realm which has never happened to me before.

Marion Buddy made headlines last year when as the Bishop of the Episcopal

diocese in Washington DC she condemned the use of tear gas against peaceful

demonstrators on the grounds of St. John's Episcopal Church but finding clarity in

one's personal life isn't always so easy as Bishop Buddy reveals in this episode.

On her way to becoming the first woman to hold the city's highest

clerical post she had to start listening to voices. Voices from others, voices

from within. In this series we combine immersive first-person stories and

breathtaking music with the science-backed benefits of mindfulness practice.

From weight what this is meditative story.

I'm Rohan and I'll be your guide.

The body relaxed. The body breathing. Your senses open. Your mind open.

Meeting the world. I've fallen in love and one of the first things I do is

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