I was like if I could just bottle up this feeling of just sitting here realizing that everything I did

in every single hard day and every time I was like, no, I have to keep going.

I love this so much.

I just want to keep going.

If all of that led me to today.

And as I look back, even though there were times that everything felt so futile, none of it was in vain.

Hello, my friends.

You're listening to the Big Conversations podcast.

I'm your host, Haley Hoffman Smith, and I am a subconscious breakthrough coach, a content creator, and a singer songwriter who is obsessed with all things

spirituality, rewiring your subconscious mind, receiving guidance from the universe, finding our

highest vibration, and manifesting the life of our dreams. You're in the right place if you're

ready to tap into the magic that's been waiting for you all along, find deeper clarity on what's

unfolding in your beautiful life, deepen your faith in the universe, and learn the tools to accelerate your inherent power. So let's get started with this

week's big conversation. Hello, my loves. Welcome back to big conversations. I was actually

not planning on recording a podcast episode in this moment. I just woke up

about an hour ago. I'm sitting on the couch. Let me paint you a picture. Okay. I'm sitting on the

couch under a gorgeous lilac furry blanket. I'm drinking an iced chesspresso, which is the coffee I made. By the way, we call it

chestpresso. I don't think I've been clear enough about this. We call it chestpresso because the

joke is that Chester, my stuffed dog, although he's, stuffed dog feels like an insult because

he really does feel like a true dog. He's a jelly cat. The joke is that he has started his

own coffee business out of my home and that it's his big dream. And so instead of like espresso,

it's chess espresso, which works way too perfectly. I'm having an ice chest espresso out of my,

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