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If I live polygamy, I could do it better. You know, like as a parent, you're like, I can do it

better than my mom did it. I can do it better than my dad did it. I think about it often where I'm like, if I could actually loan my husband out for a night with another woman, like, could I be okay with that? Mary, she is my dad's first wife. I do not like her. So I'll tell you guys all here. I do not like her. So the shift started at all. It was also the same time that the show started. So we started

filming for sister wives. And it happened around 2010 show. Robin starts courting dad. The whole family

has to move to Las Vegas. And we have to move in like a secrecy thing. So it was that you had three

major life changing events compound at once. Without any of us knowing it at the time,

Dad did fall head over hills in love with Robin. It's very disrespectful to have a long courtship

if you're already married because it's disrespectful to the other wives. They had a long one though,

10 months because they were filming, they were actively filming the show for TLC. So it's like, that's why it was so long and there were so much like drawn up about it. It's because the show was seeking drama. They were like, how to put the Browns into an emotional situation where they're going to lash out and something negative is going to happen. Throw them on a vacation. They'll hate each other by the end of it. This is great content. So I was always going to like when I was younger, my whole plan was always to live polygamy. I was going to have multiple wife, multiple sister wives. I was going to have tons and tons of kids. Like I wanted a big, huge family just like mine. And at the age of 12, like I was already like checking out these other guys. Like, hey, I could be, you know, I could marry into this family or I

could marry into this family. At 14, it was the same thing. I was like checking them out. But I did not

like the AUB.

Mine is the only voice. What have I been doing? Lay down my autonomy.

After that, it got very dark very quickly.

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