If I Don't Pretend To Be Dead They're Really Going To Kill Me
I Survived
A&E / PodcastOne
4.5 • 5.7K Ratings
🗓️ 2 February 2026
⏱️ 46 minutes
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After a train derails near their home, Wayne and Mary wake up to find the area surrounded by a cloud of chlorine gas. Linda is run off the road, attacked and left for dead by a group high on meth. Holly and her boyfriend are beaten and tied up by a mugger who turns out to be a serial killer.
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| 0:00.0 | This episode contains subject matter that may be disturbing to some listeners. |
| 0:04.3 | Listener discretion is advised. |
| 0:07.0 | The man who was sitting behind me grabbed my hair and pulled my head back and cut my throat. |
| 0:15.1 | Real people. |
| 0:16.8 | At this time, I thought I'm probably dying, but I'm not going to. |
| 0:20.8 | No way I'm going to die. |
| 0:22.6 | Who faced death. |
| 0:24.6 | I basically was screaming and trying to hit him, and that's, he stabbed me in my neck and said, |
| 0:31.6 | look how easily I could kill you. |
| 0:33.6 | And live to tell how. |
| 0:35.6 | I'd been stabbed 17 times in my back. And that was the first |
| 0:41.9 | moment where I really thought, if I don't pretend to be dead, they're going to really kill me. |
| 0:51.4 | This is I survived. It's June 2004 in San Antonio, Texas. |
| 1:03.0 | Wayne and Mary live close to a railroad track that runs by their property. |
| 1:09.0 | I would sound asleep in my own bed and all of a sudden I woke up choking. |
| 1:13.6 | I couldn't catch my breath. |
| 1:15.6 | And it took me just a few seconds to realize that the air was contaminated. |
| 1:22.6 | I recognized the smell as chlorine, as strongest I'd ever smelled in my life. At 5.05 a.m., a train derailment ruptured a tank of chlorine gas. Leathal chlorine fumes began leaking into the atmosphere. Chlorine burns the moist tissue in the lungs and eyes. It was a very sickening smell. |
| 1:47.5 | The smell just seemed like it took over your breath. |
| 1:51.8 | It didn't give you a chance to really breathe because every time you had try to breathe, |
| 1:59.5 | it was just like something going in there and just taking your |
| 2:02.8 | insides, burning, stinging. Wayne's brother-in-law, Robbie, was also staying in the house. |
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