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I Survived

If I Don't Pretend To Be Dead They're Really Going To Kill Me

I Survived

A&E / PodcastOne

True Crime

4.55.7K Ratings

🗓️ 2 February 2026

⏱️ 46 minutes

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Summary

After a train derails near their home, Wayne and Mary wake up to find the area surrounded by a cloud of chlorine gas. Linda is run off the road, attacked and left for dead by a group high on meth. Holly and her boyfriend are beaten and tied up by a mugger who turns out to be a serial killer.

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0:00.0

This episode contains subject matter that may be disturbing to some listeners.

0:04.3

Listener discretion is advised.

0:07.0

The man who was sitting behind me grabbed my hair and pulled my head back and cut my throat.

0:15.1

Real people.

0:16.8

At this time, I thought I'm probably dying, but I'm not going to.

0:20.8

No way I'm going to die.

0:22.6

Who faced death.

0:24.6

I basically was screaming and trying to hit him, and that's, he stabbed me in my neck and said,

0:31.6

look how easily I could kill you.

0:33.6

And live to tell how.

0:35.6

I'd been stabbed 17 times in my back. And that was the first

0:41.9

moment where I really thought, if I don't pretend to be dead, they're going to really kill me.

0:51.4

This is I survived. It's June 2004 in San Antonio, Texas.

1:03.0

Wayne and Mary live close to a railroad track that runs by their property.

1:09.0

I would sound asleep in my own bed and all of a sudden I woke up choking.

1:13.6

I couldn't catch my breath.

1:15.6

And it took me just a few seconds to realize that the air was contaminated.

1:22.6

I recognized the smell as chlorine, as strongest I'd ever smelled in my life. At 5.05 a.m., a train derailment ruptured a tank of chlorine gas. Leathal chlorine fumes began leaking into the atmosphere. Chlorine burns the moist tissue in the lungs and eyes. It was a very sickening smell.

1:47.5

The smell just seemed like it took over your breath.

1:51.8

It didn't give you a chance to really breathe because every time you had try to breathe,

1:59.5

it was just like something going in there and just taking your

2:02.8

insides, burning, stinging. Wayne's brother-in-law, Robbie, was also staying in the house.

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