Sometimes I ask myself this question.

It's an important question for everyone to ask them. Sometimes I ask myself this question.

I think it's an important question for everyone to ask themselves.

Would you from 10 years ago punch you right in the face?

Oh my God, yes.

10, 15.

Go back whatever.

I only get one I only

10 20 year old you yeah whatever would punch you right in the face for the decisions

you made I would you have see fight my face 10 years ago like I'm so mad at all of the shit that I knew like when it was

coming in my ear holes I was like this is manipulation and I knew it. I didn't need to go to therapy

for someone else to go oh you're being like hardcore

gaslit and manipulated.

I knew it then but I thought you know what to help me keep this job if I go to therapy

and a therapist just reaffirms these things and I understand how to combat them

and I spend so much fucking money I kept that job for so long just to spend so much money to understand how to deal with what was happening at that job.

And it's a weird, again.

I think that people over time start to lose trust like lose perspective in any

industry right you start to lose perspective on who you were when you started I

think we can use politics as a great example because every politician I think starts with like these

grandiose ideas of changing the world and stuff and eventually end up all in the same place where like they're being audited for taking handouts from oil companies or whatever.

And I think sometimes when I look at like the executives that I've been let go by and been like,

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