Hello, hello everybody. I'm Lexi Lombard, host of the Alexi podcast and I woke up this morning cranky you know wrong side of the bed except for I really

tried I've been trying I listen to some affirmations on YouTube and I couldn't stand any of them. The first one wasn't

that bad. It was like feminine energy mourning affirmations and it was okay and

then the ones after that I had to stop. I drank a

greens powder because I was like maybe I need some nutrients. My eyes have been in a

fog. I have a sunburn all over my body. It's okay.

Visually it's not that bad, but I just feel tight and crispy and dry.

But I'm moisturized, so if you touch my skin, it's it's moisturized but it's crispy it feels

crispy it feels it feels painful I was putting my my foot in my shoe this

morning and it just hurts so bad. Oh I took a pregnancy test this morning.

I was so irritable and I was like maybe I'm pregnant. I'm not pregnant. It's like Lexi this isn't very like you. You're

chipper you're bubbly what's going on as someone who has the reputation of happy go lucky positive

bright blah blah all great adjectives all very uplifting adjectives that I've been described as.

When I'm not feeling those, I think that there must be something wrong with me

and then I have to take an hour to remember that oh I'm human and it's not always

sunshine and rainbows and I used to think for me to not feel sunshine and rainbows,

it had to have a cause.

Something terrible has happened.

Tragedy is struck.

No, I'm just grumpy, and it's not that deep. I'm not menstruating and I'm not pregnant. I'm just grumpy.

And I had to go into my journal and write down all of the lovely things that have happened over the last seven days to be like you're not in a bad phase of life whatsoever.

This is just your mood right now.

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