I SURVIVED: I Could Feel Myself Fading
Cold Case Files
A&E / PodcastOne
4.1 • 8.2K Ratings
🗓️ 30 September 2023
⏱️ 45 minutes
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Summary
Kendra, a single mom, is one year into a new relationship with a Hollywood actor, when his jealous, controlling behavior forces her to end the relationship. Just when she thinks it's finally over, her ex shows up at her house, and this time he's armed.
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| 0:00.0 | This episode contains descriptions of violence. |
| 0:03.1 | Listener discretion is advised. |
| 0:05.2 | They said, you know, Mommy, you know, why do you have these scars? |
| 0:08.9 | And I said I had an accident. |
| 0:10.4 | But, you know, as they got older and they learned about the World Wide Web, I remember the day they came in, said, |
| 0:18.3 | Mommy, you're famous. |
| 0:19.5 | You were on TV. |
| 0:20.6 | Like, they were excited. |
| 0:22.5 | Kendra Beebe met her ex-husband on a trip to London. Their relationship was a whirlwind, |
| 0:28.2 | to say the least. He was from London, England. He seemed very exciting. He claimed to have been a |
| 0:35.3 | professional dancer. And we started a long-distance relationship. |
| 0:40.1 | And the first time I went back to visit him, he took me on a trip to Amsterdam, and he told me he had owned a business and had sold it and was retired. |
| 0:53.4 | I ended up pregnant after only knowing him about eight months. |
| 0:59.6 | So because I was raised and kind of like with a strict Catholic upbringing, I felt like I needed |
| 1:05.6 | to get married. So we got married in Las Vegas. And in a week later, I found out nearly everything that he had told me was not true. |
| 1:18.4 | Well, I separated from him and went through the pregnancy alone, and by the time our child was six months old, he had been contacting me, telling me he was a changed man, |
| 1:32.5 | that, you know, he was 40 years old now and that he had come to his senses and he wanted to |
| 1:38.4 | have a family. And he had three other children from two other women, but he said this was different. And I guess I just |
| 1:48.1 | really wanted to believe that all of that was true. And I didn't want to be an unwed mother. And I |
| 1:55.7 | wanted to have an intact family so bad. Kendra took him back and shortly after she got pregnant with her second child. |
| 2:02.6 | And after I had our second child, it was just a few months later, we had had the same cell phones and accidentally switched them. |
| 2:12.6 | And I saw the texts from other women and found out who was still cheating on me. So I was no more than a |
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