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🗓️ 10 February 2021
⏱️ 21 minutes
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0:00.0 | This story is part of the long-legged universe. If you want to see the full playlist, click |
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0:10.8 | For years, my soul has been heavy with guilt and fear. For countless nights, I have stayed |
0:22.1 | dreamless, questioning whether my transgression could ever be forgiven. I have spoken to the |
0:27.6 | village priest, I have kneeled down in the confessional, yet, whenever the time for |
0:32.1 | me to pass forgiveness from God comes. I cannot speak. I cannot verbalize the nature of |
0:38.5 | my sin. So instead, I come here, to this corner of the world made of wire and screens. |
0:47.5 | Perhaps by sharing my story with the faceless choir of the internet, I will be able to find |
0:52.0 | some amount of respite. I sincerely hope that by confessing to the masses, I will be |
0:57.3 | able to rid myself of some of the guilt. But I know that even if I forgive myself for |
1:02.1 | what I have done, the fear of what I have brought into the world will never let me leave. |
1:07.7 | I have stolen a sheep from the Baba Yaga, and I have been punished accordingly. |
1:17.2 | For most of my adult life, I was employed as a construction worker in Austria. The pay |
1:22.2 | was better than anything I could get back in the village. Work came in manageable burst, |
1:26.9 | and during the winters, I could rest back in eastern Slovakia with my wife. We were |
1:31.4 | trying for a child, we were hopeful for the future. One, misplaced steel beam, skew it |
1:37.2 | all of that. After the surgeries and after the recuperation, I could work, but no construction |
1:44.7 | would hire a cripple. There were our jobs around the village, and my wife had taken to |
1:49.3 | sell and wallen hats on the internet, but most folk in rural Slovakia, are handy with |
1:53.7 | a hammer, and one cannot feed a family with hats. Our savings got us through the first |
1:58.8 | winter, and the charity of our neighbours made sure we never went hungry. But time was |
2:03.7 | running out. A second winter approached, and our neighbours' graces wasn't infinite. |
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