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My name's Anthony Padilla and I spent a day with crime scene cleaner.

We'll uncover the truth about their disturbing first cleanups and the constant battle between

experiencing empathy while cleaning and numbing themselves to prevent endlessly replaying the carnage

they've witnessed while on the clock. By the end of this video we'll find out if

pursuing a career in this dark line of work has actually given these guests a sense of

purpose or if the non-stop nightmare

they experience in their waking life has forced them to live a detached and

grim existence. Hello Jacob. Hey Anthony has it going.

Laura.

Hi Anthony, hi Anthony. it is that you do exactly. My official title is a crime and trauma scene cleaner.

We clean up basically things that no one else really wants to

or is equipped to do.

Every day is an adventure with crime scene cleaner

is something as mundane as a poo poo poo picasso on the walls up to you know a mass

auto fatality to suicides and death we deal with the worst of the worst cases. People being undiscovered for several days, weeks, even months, where their gases just blow them up, they pop, maggots are all over them, they leak through the floors.

Every day is extremely different.

We could be cleaning up a massive board where we're finding animal bodies.

All the way to, you know, most recently we had a shotgun suicide where he decided to do it in the

attic so we're pulling out you know parts of his jaw and teeth and one eyeball out of

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