You know, sometimes it's kind of comforting just to say, I needed that.

You know, like I needed that.

I was just scrolling on TikTok.

And one of those videos came up where, like, the chiropractors will, like, crack someone's neck.

And it's just like, ah, you know those ones.

It's as if like 50,000 bones at once just pop and the person laying on the table is shocked.

They're like, wow, I didn't even know that I was in that condition and wow, that was

quick and that kind of hurt, but whoa, I needed that. I needed that. Oh, I had the same

revelation not too long ago. I was meditating, thinking back on a tough situation, and I was like,

man, we made it through that. But in the heat of it, oh man, that was hard. Oh man, our

mind got polluted. Oh man, we weren't sure if we were going to make it out of that.

Then I was sitting there and I was like, but I needed that. I've actually noticed how

much stronger I am. I actually see myself in different ways and more beautiful ways. I needed that.

And then I looked within and I was speaking to God and I was like, yo,

you're really interesting.

You know that, bro?

You got to talk to God like that sometimes, you know?

Like, yo, bro, what's up?

You're interesting.

Like, of course we want the hugs and the blessings and the abundance, but sometimes you give

us these really unique experiences that are frightening.

That hurt.

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