That's enough. I don't need all the answers to everything. I think about suffering and when I look at the story of Job

That is all about suffering and you know what's so interesting about Job

We never know the why behind the suffering, but we know the who we're supposed to turn to

Hello, hello, hello ladies and gents and welcome to this week's episode of the botan beloved podcast as always

It's a girl Kirby Kelly back at it again with another video on Tuesdays audio dropping on Wednesdays

And we have some stuff we need to talk about

If you follow me on my social media specifically my Instagram you probably already know what I'm going to say

I mean, I don't know what I'm titling this podcast episode yet, but I'm sure you might be able to even tell what we're gonna be talking about

Today based on the title and I also just want to warn my audio listeners that I will probably be crying and sound

Super stuffy and the audio probably won't be the best. So I'm just gonna apologize if that's the case because

I just am not excited to talk about what I'm gonna talk about today. I've had a really hard past few weeks

If you guys follow me on Instagram you already know, but

on May 18th

To just rip the band-aid off my mom passed away

and

It has been a lot

It has been really hard

I have been

grieving like crazy

I have been processing

All this is best as I can

And it just sucks like I feel like the only word I can use to describe how all of this feels is it just hurts

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