So I sent Jamie a picture of the two of us from like some red carpet or like whatever it was whatever we did like a premiere or something and I remember you texted me back

If I could just go back to this time for one week and then like I remember thinking like, why?

Do you want to do it exactly the same and relive everything the exact same?

Or do you, are you like, oh, I want with what I know now?

I want with my perspective now. So what do you think what do you think what why would it be different?

I think I mean I think I feel like I keep saying this but I feel like I like who I am better now.

I feel like I have done like so much work on myself and I feel I was so insecure back then I was just like a ball of insecurity and how

old were you guys in this specific photo probably I was probably 20.

So I was 24?

Yeah.

Uh, so I also had just gotten through a divorce.

So it was just like a very fragile time.

And I just felt like for so much in my life even though I we were living like this very like

Strange like obscure crazy incredible thing I was very sheltered and like very kept and

always told what to do and how to what to do and how to say and how to approach things and I was like

basically like bambi on like my new legs of like trying to figure out who I was in the world without being

instructed what to do. You know what so weird like that's one of like something I

hate about people and like I never felt that about you because I would

have I hit it so well.

You're a great actress.

There you go.

Yeah, how do you go through?

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