Hi, I'm Otto. Welcome to Ellen Sarah's Budcaste.

All right, so for full disclosure,

things are a little tense right now.

What, they are?

Well, you have therapy, and you can't miss therapy.

Well, have therapy in an hour?

No, I know. It's just we're on the, you know,

you missed last week and you can't miss two weeks in a row.

Yeah, because I'm, she, you know, makes me pay when I miss it.

I have no, I have no problem just not showing up for things or you really don't.

It's great. I have no problem just saying because they're getting paid either way.

So what do they care? You think Barbara is going to like be sad to not hear your problems?

She gets annoyed. She feels like it's like she makes me feel like it's disrespectful or something.

But she has this weird power of you. Like I don't, for her, she's like great,

an extra hour to myself where I can, you know, here's the thing is that no one has the power

over you that they're supposed to, which is like the power of sort of expecting you to show up

when you say you will. Like commitments don't mean anything to you.

No, but I just don't think Barbara is going to like lose sleep over if she talks to you.

Well, I notice an energy from her when I miss.

She's, she's very curt.

Do you think she like misses you or something?

No, she's just curt. She's got tons of patience.

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