Hello everyone and welcome to Saturn Returns with me, Kaggy Dunlop. This is a podcast that aims to

bring clarity during transitional times where there can be confusion and doubt. It has been a minute

and there have been some transitional times with a lot of confusion and a lot of doubt.

I wanted to do an episode today because I'm back from Babyville and I have a lot that I want

to share. It has been the craziest couple of months. I think I start

sort of wound down the podcast without even meaning to really around the time of Lola's birth.

And I naively and optimistically thought that I would be able to keep it going. And I haven't.

I feel like I have been swallowed up by motherhood.

And time is going very, very quickly.

But I've been desperate to get back into the podcast and reconnect with you guys because, like I said at the beginning, there is a lot to discuss.

So I'm just going to share everything that's been going on for the last year because, I don't know,

I feel like the podcast really allows me to explain things in long form, which is why I've always loved podcasting and why I've always

struggled with social media because I cannot condense my life into 30 seconds. And I find my,

my brain really struggles to not only create visuals accordingly and the caption, it's just too much. Whereas podcasting, I'm just

talking and that's fantastic. And also, I feel like this community is a lot more intimate.

And I love it and it means so much to me. So, hi, I missed you all. And okay, so the big,

the big sort of news pieces of the year are I had a baby, in case anyone

didn't know. Many of you probably don't know, actually. I did have a baby, which was a curveball.

It wasn't something that was on my vision board for the year, for the year, let's say. It was something

that I was sort of flirting with, I guess, perhaps more than I realized. I know I've done quite a few

episodes on leaning towards not becoming a mother, which in many ways was perhaps, yeah, I was kind of entertaining that.

I felt very indifferent. I didn't feel a huge call towards motherhood. And I say that very

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