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A podcast dedicated to sharing the most famous chilling and disturbing creepy pastures

and urban legends in the world.

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Creepy presents

I'm an insomniac with missing memories.

Recently I started to piece them all together and they revealed a traumatic childhood event.

Written by you shall not pass one to one and narrated by Alicia Atkins.

I suffer from severe insomnia, so much so that I sometimes have to be sedated in order to rest properly.

They say that you can survive 11 days of no sleep consecutively, and the longest I've ever gone is 9 days.

The doctors thought it was something psychological, something that I apparently didn't want to face, but how could I face something I didn't know existed?

I've been to countless therapists, participated in thousands of sleep studies, and nothing helped.

I started to believe I was a lost cause and that I couldn't be fixed.

They told me of some kind of trauma I suffered growing up.

That was the only possible explanation, and I'd blocked it out to save myself from a nervous breakdown.

Recently a lot of my memories have been coming back to me though.

My brain was like the loss and found. I didn't know what belonged to me, but I rummaged through nonetheless, hoping to discover a little bit more about myself.

Rediscover who I was before the insomnia.

Get back some of that identity I was clearly missing. A little piece of myself I lost.

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