You're watching a ton of porn. You're watching anime girls, it sounds like. You're watching the Hentai.

Well, essentially, yeah, because like it's not even like it's like normal porn. It just like it would be like it's not even like it's like normal porn it just like it would be like it

it started just getting like more fucked up type stuff and then like that's the only

type of stuff I ended up watching hello is this Ben yes Yes, this is.

Ben it says here that you can only get aroused by anime girls and you feel disgusted by that.

Is this is accurate? So, there's kind of a story behind this burst that'll make it make sense.

Would you like to hear that or no?

I'm more curious what you mean by makes sense.

Because I feel like saying it right off the bat in general it makes it sound very like

odd but I feel like if I give you the explanation behind that

statement it would make more sense to what I'm saying I mean you know sure go ahead

what is what is what is the origin of this?

So this originally started whenever I realized that so I have been hanging out with this one girl

and then I know that and I've never had a problem like, oh, like performing before, but then one day, like all of a sudden, I just, I couldn't, you know?

And I thought it was just like very odd and it started

to become more consistent thing. And I know originally I was thinking like, oh God, do I

have a medical problem? But then I could like, um, I had like a bad habit, like I would go home and like I would

always like watch like the most like raunchy type videos, but I would not have a problem like performing so I don't like I'm more

less looking for some advice if you think that's like is if like I've desensitized like my mind in a way if it's an emotional

connection I missed it like what would you get out of that?

What would I get out of? Okay you're watching a ton of porn. You're watching

uh anime girls, it sounds like. You're watching the Hentai.

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