Hello. Hi, how are you? I'm okay. How are you? What's your name? Um, can I get my real name?

No, I'm like, give me a fake name. I'm gonna give you, I'm gonna give you, I'm gonna give you a fake name, I'm gonna give you one you I'm gonna give you a fake name I'm gonna give you one I'm gonna

call you Annie. What do I want to do Amy? Come on bro I don't sound like a Amy.

All right you know what you get the fake name you get and you don't get upset Amy.

Uh, how old are you, Amy?

I'm 23.

Well, um, what's going on, Amy?

How can I, how can I get you today? What's happening?

Man, honestly, that's such a loaded question with everything that's gone on in like the past year and a half of my life but basically long story

short right before my senior year of college started.

One of my best friends was like murdered the first week of school.

Jesus. And it was just the craziest like, its most mind-werk Okay.

It's the most mind-worping time honestly in my life.

And I thinking back on it now, I'm just like, I can't even believe it's been that long and it's like this the way that I've had to accept like that I'll never get closure on some things has been just way too much for me to handle, you know?

What sorts of things are you trying to accept that you'll never get closure on?

Basically, just with everything that happened to her, it's like a lot of blurred lines and just like things

that don't add up from like the person that murdered her. And like he never technically got charged with a murder

just because of the way laws work in my state.

So it's just like,

although he is behind bars for what he did it's still no one was

responsible with her life and I'll never really know like what really like in a way killed her like what really happened with it you know?

Can I ask you what happened? Do you want to talk about what happened?

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