I'll be the first to say that, man, this was probably my most difficult year trading.

This is probably my most difficult year of trading.

And I think this year, I experienced what it's like to trade with, one, digging myself out of $1.5 million out of hole was,

I text Steve, Steve was talking to me, he said, dog, I just gotta give it to you, dog, like, you did that.

I say, I ain't gonna lie. And I'm gonna say this, and I have never said this before.

I say, man, that shit pushed me to my edge.

I say, that shit pushed me to a point, you know, that I had never been to.

You know what I'm saying?

It wasn't so much about managing the group.

It was like I had to dig deep in myself and tell myself, bro, you can get out of this hole.

Right? You could get it in it because it happens to me so fast.

That's the thing about life, man. Sometimes shit just be happening. It happened to me so fast. And I was like, damn, I bet. And you know, you'll hear a lot of ridicule from a lot of people doing this.

Because everybody, everybody's a perfect trader on the internet, right? Everybody's a perfect trade.

That's why I pride myself in showing wins, showing losses, you know, everybody's a perfect trait on the internet.

Everybody, you know, everybody's hedge fund capable.

You know what I'm saying? Let them tell it, right?

Oh, you see this, you got a fair value gap here.

You got the ORB right here.

I did this right here.

I did this right here.

Everybody on the internet is, you know, the perfect,

everybody on the internet got better returns than Warren Buffett and everybody, right? But I'd

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