I have terminal cancer but 'I'm as happy as ever’
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🗓️ 26 December 2024
⏱️ 9 minutes
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Summary
Former aid worker Simon Boas, whose essays about his feelings towards life and death went viral, died in July aged 47.
He was told he had terminal throat cancer in 2023 and began writing about his experiences in his local newspaper, the Jersey Evening Post. This inspired readers across the country.
His book, A Beginner's Guide to Dying, will be posthumously published in September.
If one of his final interviews before his death, Simon spoke to Emma Barnett on Radio 4's Today programme in June 2024 ahead of being moved to a hospice.
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| 0:00.0 | In September of last year, my next guest was diagnosed with throat cancer. |
| 0:04.3 | Aged 46, Simon Boas was told it was terminal and he only had months to live. |
| 0:10.0 | He began writing about his feelings towards life and death in his local newspaper, the Jersey Evening Post. |
| 0:16.3 | And his unflinching honesty and total optimism has been inspiring readers across the country, |
| 0:22.5 | especially as his imminent death seems to have only increased his gleeful love for the wonder of life. |
| 0:29.5 | Somehow he's managed to pull his thoughts together in a book called A Beginner's Guide to Dying, |
| 0:35.2 | which comes out in September. It will be a posthumous publication. |
| 0:39.9 | I was fortunate enough to be able to talk to Simon last week in what he expected to be one of |
| 0:45.2 | his very last interviews. And I started simply by asking how he was that day. |
| 0:50.7 | Well, I'm really well, thank you. I mean, I've, my pain is under control and I'm, I'm |
| 0:56.9 | terribly happy. It sounds weird to say I'm as happy as I've ever been in my life, but it's been |
| 1:01.8 | such a great bonus, actually. I used to think I'd rather be hit by the proverbial bus, but |
| 1:06.9 | having a couple of months knowing this is coming has really helped me both do the kind of boring deathmin. |
| 1:13.8 | And also just to kind of get my thoughts and prepare myself and feel so accepting of what's to come. |
| 1:22.4 | And this is almost certainly my final week, actually. |
| 1:25.6 | But again, I just feel so happy as contentious. |
| 1:29.2 | The book's called The Beginner's Guide to Dying, but really what I'm trying to convey is how |
| 1:35.7 | enjoying life to the full kind of prepares you for this. I briefly thought about subtitling |
| 1:42.5 | it morphine and Muscatay, because the two, I think, have kept me going |
| 1:46.5 | and in some ways also summarised some of the things I've enjoyed in my life before I got sick. |
| 1:52.9 | Yet what I was going to ask, though, is your ability to find such joy in the face of death. |
| 2:00.3 | Did you always feel that way about death if you thought |
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