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🗓️ 20 March 2023
⏱️ 37 minutes
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0:00.0 | An A&E original podcast. |
0:02.8 | This episode contains descriptions of sexual assault, violence, and suicidal ideation. |
0:09.2 | Listener discretion is advised. |
0:11.6 | Hey, I've... discretion is advised. |
0:14.0 | He gave me his name. |
0:16.0 | He gave me his years in the military. |
0:19.0 | He gave me his, you know, when we got to the house, |
0:22.0 | he talked about his family. |
0:23.7 | He didn't try and hide anything. |
0:25.7 | He didn't try and pose to be someone who had to hide. |
0:29.7 | It's only after he hit that crack, then he changed into something different. |
0:40.0 | Vanessa Gay grew up in Cleveland, Ohio and was raised at Jehovah's Witness. |
0:45.0 | I had two brothers and a sister. My brother had sickle cell anemia. |
0:50.0 | It was like a lot on my mom. She was a single parent and I didn't want to be a burden so |
0:57.5 | everything that I did I had to do the best in high school. I had to be the best. I couldn't get B's or C's. I would feel very like I was a failure and I think that developed into my adult life. |
1:12.9 | I was always an overachiever. |
1:15.8 | I was one of Jehovah's Witnesses. |
1:18.6 | And when you go against what you're taught, |
1:22.2 | sometimes negative things happen. I met my husband or who |
1:26.8 | came to be my husband and from then on that's where I started to use drugs. That's where Crack entered the end of my story. |
1:37.0 | He was lacing weed with crack and I didn't know. From that point on my life and my children's life and everything I knew just |
1:47.3 | became a nightmare things fell apart instantly. Instantly. |
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