I Feel Like I've Lost My Dad Twice - Part 1
The Dr. Laura Podcast
Dr. Laura Schlessinger & SiriusXM
4.6 • 6.3K Ratings
🗓️ 15 December 2020
⏱️ 6 minutes
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| 0:00.0 | Thank you for listening to this edition of the Call of the Day. |
| 0:03.8 | Be sure to listen to my program Monday through Friday now heard on Sirius XM Triumph 2011. |
| 0:09.8 | Nancy, welcome to the program. |
| 0:12.2 | Hi, Dr. Laura. Thank you for taking my call. |
| 0:16.0 | My dad, who I was very close with recently passed away after a 12-year battle with Parkinson's disease. |
| 0:24.9 | He was extremely disabled and towards the anti-loss cognitive ability. |
| 0:31.9 | Now, while he was ill, I could not allow myself to remember the dynamic dad he was before he got sick |
| 0:39.8 | because it was too painful. |
| 0:42.4 | I went through anticipatory grief so long that now that he passed away, I see I lost him twice. |
| 0:49.5 | Now I find myself trying to get the memory of the healthy dad that's converting videos, voice messages, |
| 0:56.7 | which I have not watched yet. |
| 0:58.5 | Now I don't know who to mourn. |
| 1:03.1 | Oh, you mourn the dad that was. |
| 1:07.9 | Prior to. |
| 1:09.4 | Yeah. |
| 1:10.3 | Exactly. |
| 1:11.7 | Okay. |
| 1:12.7 | Yes, absolutely. |
| 1:16.4 | After 12 years, I'm having such a hard time trying to remember him, the photographs. |
| 1:23.4 | Well, you said you haven't looked at things yet, so start looking. |
| 1:27.6 | Start looking so soon. |
| 1:29.1 | Okay. |
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