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Consider Before Consuming

I Became the Porn Star I Thought I Wanted To Be—The Reality Was a Nightmare

Consider Before Consuming

Fight the New Drug

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4.7762 Ratings

🗓️ 9 April 2025

⏱️ 41 minutes

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0:00.0

This considered before consuming episode contains discussions of sexual violence.

0:16.3

Listener discretion is advised.

0:20.0

Today's episode is with Selena, a former porn performer and sex trafficking survivor, who

0:25.6

now works as an associate program director at a long-term recovery facility for women.

0:31.2

Selena shares her harrowing journey, from working in the commercial sex industry from a

0:35.4

young age, to finding the strength to reclaim

0:37.8

her life and help others do the same. She offers us a look into the realities of the porn

0:43.0

industry, the tactics of coercion and abuse, and her road to recovery. With that, let's jump into

0:50.5

the conversation. We hope you enjoy this episode of Consider Before Consuming.

0:59.2

Okay, Selena, thank you so much for joining us today on Consider Before Consuming.

1:03.7

Can you introduce yourself in the work that you do?

1:06.2

Hi, my name is Selena.

1:08.3

I have a bachelor's in psychology, and I currently am a associate program

1:13.1

director for a long-term facility that focuses specifically on women that have been sex trafficked.

1:19.6

Amazing. Thank you. And when did you first consider doing this work? What led you on this path?

1:26.6

I think just based off of my own trauma and my own recovery,

1:31.4

it was one of the things that the leadership had thought that would be a good fit for me. And I was like,

1:38.1

no, I don't want anything to do with my past. I don't want anything to do with my trauma. I would

1:42.3

rather define myself off of something else as opposed to a survivor or an ex-porn star or whatever label they may have of you.

1:52.7

And so I was working in the hospital for several years, kind of working my way up, that clinkledder.

1:59.4

And I saw that there's still that need and there's still that vagueness behind the definition of being trafficked. And so many of the

2:07.8

Generation Z and the generation before that, it's just normalized for them to go on to the

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