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Rumble Strip

I Am In Here

Rumble Strip

Erica Heilman / Rumble Strip

Places & Travel, Personal Journals, Society & Culture

4.91.2K Ratings

🗓️ 29 October 2020

⏱️ 23 minutes

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Summary

A journey into the life and mind of Mark Utter

Transcript

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0:00.0

Welcome to Rumble Strip, Vermont. I'm Erica Heilman.

0:05.0

Up until I had access to typing, I felt lost deserted in an inaccessible sea. That's Mark Utter. A

0:29.0

a computer-generated voice speaking the words of Mark utter, which he's

0:36.8

tapped out with one finger.

0:40.4

Mark utter was born with a form of autism that makes it impossible for him to say what he's thinking.

0:46.0

For the first 30 years of his life, Mark did not have access to the world of words, except as a listener, an observer. When he was 30 he was introduced to

0:56.9

supported typing and for the first time in his life with the help of a

1:01.8

facilitator and a typing pad Mark started his life,

1:04.0

Mark started his life as a writer of words.

1:07.0

It's slow going, and it requires a lot of effort for him to maintain a connection

1:12.0

between his mind and his hand.

1:15.6

Emily Anderson is one of the people who has been trained to be Mark's communication partner.

1:20.9

As he types, she lightly touches his elbow.

1:24.0

Emily has no control over the letters Mark chooses,

1:27.0

and according to Mark, this light touch helps to focus him

1:31.0

both physically and mentally.

1:34.0

The thing is, Mark has a lot to say,

1:38.0

and a couple of years ago he made a film about what it's like to be,

1:42.0

Mark. The film is called, I am in here, a view of my

1:46.3

daily life with good suggestions for improvement from my intelligent mind, and it

1:52.0

offers a strangely lucid and sometimes hilarious look into his life and his mind.

1:57.0

Mark and Emily and I met twice, and we talked for about two hours each time. So I'd ask a question and Mark would

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