The fight to get a meal, yeah, wrongfully accused, we had to fight to get a pill,

so we right to get a deal.

He on the team, he got to eat you know, despite the skills facts.

Keep it riding for the family, you got a light that we're in wheels straight up,

but in the past bad, work up in the trash bag

I'll pass a lot to take the test before I pass class

Yeah, and my family needed bread I had to come correct

That's why I keep airing it out like I just passed gas.

I spent three months in the outpatient program at McLean Hospital, Number Two psychiatric

hospital in the world, and Wahl family Massachusetts, right outside of Boston.

I don't know if it was, you know, a tough moment for me,

but it definitely was a defining moment

because at that juncture of my life.

I knew if I ain't changed or things ain't changed in my life,

which in you, I mean I was just,

I was with the Dolphins my first year in the Dolphins,

so you knew how that was.

It was crazy. But I knew like in that moment if things didn't change,

and I won't go as far as to say, like I didn't have any suicidal thoughts or anything like that.

But I thought that I could lose my career and that's the thing that's scary. Like if I lose my career then what? You know what I mean? Like as a player, you know growing up like I had this one goal my goal was I make it to the NFL

That's it like it was no plan B. It was that was it. I was plan A that was B, since I was six years old.

And this is like vivid, this is a vivid picture in my head.

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