Hi, my name is John Kim. I'm a therapist who went through his own rebirth many years ago

and I've been documenting my journey ever since sharing my life lessons and revelations.

I believe in casual or clinical with you instead of at you. I come unrehearsed on purpose

because self-health doesn't have to be so complicated.

So I'm sitting right outside the bank where I had this revelation and I'm doing this because it's fresh.

There's a lyric in an M&N song. He says, uh, I want to tell you this shit, dog, before, while it's still in me.

He's talking to Dr. Dre. I love you, dog. Anyway, I was at the bank today just minutes ago and I wanted to rob it no I'm just kidding I had a stressful day and I had a stressful day and I've got to go make all these accounts. I just I'm

running around. I'm trying to make it back in time for a podcast and I just have a lot of stress and I'm sitting in front of the teller or the

the bank account person and her laptop dies.

And this bank, by the way, is like this weird shady,

I don't know if it's real, there's like two tellers,

there's, you know, calendars on the wall, like, when's the last time you walked into a place

and you see a actual calendar on the wall, 1986? Anyway, and then she's telling me, you know, we, um, we, um, we,

the minimum is a $50 deposit,

but we prefer you deposit 500 into your new account,

uh, that would really help out the bank.

And I was thinking to myself, are you guys going under?

Don't tell me that, don't tell me my $500 is going to help out the bank.

That terrifies me. Anyway so her laptop dies and I'm thinking like you're a you do this for living in your laptop and I'm crushed for time. I'm having anxiety now I'm getting angry and frustrated trying to be patient

So because their laptop dies she refers me to this other guy. I go over there and he doesn't speak English well. He's Asian and I said hey listen I'm sorry but I'm kind of in a hurry and he looks at me and he says do you want to do this or not?

And we had like a three seconds stare off.

If you stare at someone for more than three seconds,

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