You were in prison, wrong attitude, wrong circle, wrong environment, wrong everything.

You're gonna do 80 million this year? Somewhere right there. One of the first things I do when I get up, I've mentioned my prison cell. I just closed my eyes, look out that window, it's nothing but fences and razor wire. And I sit there and I live in that for a moment. I'm gonna hang up this phone. You just need to talk to God and just hung up on me. and I end up trying to go take my own life and by the grace of God that didn't work.

And right when I got brought back, the very first thing the Paramex said to me is, Brian, I'm supposed to tell you, God's not done with you. He's got a plan for you.

You came out of prison. I did. So it says here juvenile detention at 12. What were you doing at 12? Man, uh, all those things I shouldn't have been doing, you know, selling weed, you know. At 12? Yeah, man. Bro, my daughter's 12. I know. She's innocent. How did you, did you have bad parenting? What's the, what's the scoop? No the scoop? No man my parents both of them did the

the best they could for sure and we did you know our family split up and it just left you know

Mom worked a lot everybody had to work a lot you know and left me a lot of unattended time

and I was just angry I was angry man and I turned to all the wrong things. You know, it was, uh, just turned to all the wrong things. And I had, you know, this guy looked up to in our neighborhood and he was like the, the neighborhood weed man, you know, and he was really tough and he'd take me fishing, you know, and he, I just thought he was the coolest thing on, walk in the planet and uh you know he would just give me whatever i wanted you know and he he just thought he was the coolest thing on walking the planet and uh you know

he would just give me whatever i wanted you know here's some weed here's whatever and uh i just

thought i was cool you know and it was i i just turned to i always turned to the wrong thing and i

don't know why you know know, it's just angry.

Where are you angry over?

It's, I don't know.

You know, my parents split, you know, and I was a younger, younger of the three children.

I'm the youngest.

And I guess I felt like I got cheated out of that, you know.

And, you know, they stayed together, you know, made it for them two and I guess couldn't for me. But that's, and really that's not true though.

Like I know today that's not true.

And but that's the story I told myself then, you know.

And it just, man, I just felt like that was what I was supposed to be doing at the time, you know? And it just, man, I, I just felt like that was what I was supposed to be doing

at the time, you know? And yeah, I didn't know how to deal with any of it, you know, and so,

you can't be blamed at 12 years old. Yeah. But you also don't go to prison at 12 years old. So

you eventually kept that path going. I did. That was, man, again,

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