Can we not care about the background and the lighting today?

Like, can we do that for once?

Because it's getting late and we're struggling with the lighting here.

I'm sitting directly facing my window so that I have some sort of lighting on my face.

It's going to be a very good episode today, guys.

We're doing another advice episode.

And after looking at some of the advice you guys sent in, I realized I am broken,

I am lonely, I am sad, and I need advice. And I am in no place to be giving any form of

advice to you guys. So take everything I say with a grain of salt. I am not a therapist. I am actually

in dire need of a therapist. So my GoFundMe link will be in the description for that. I'm kidding. It won't. But I mean, if you guys want to send me money, feel free. Feel free. I'm not allowed to start a Patreon until I start posting on YouTube again, my manager said. So I'm going to do that. I'm going to be posting on YouTube.

Anyway, welcome back to sidetracked. Welcome back to another week. It's just me today. It's just me today. I know, guys, you're disappointed. I know you're disappointed. It's fine. Okay? We got no girlies. But you know what? I am just like a girl. I'm not. I'm a man. But I do take dick. I shouldn't have said that. I'm sorry. I'm 32.

I shouldn't have said that. And if you're my mom, if you're someone watching this, I don't, I don't do that. I do it when I am in love with someone. I'm a very good part. I'm a very good boy. I didn't want to say that, but that's where, that's where my mouth led me. Okay, what is going on right now? Okay, I am very excited to be sitting here today. Bad things happen to me. I realize every single week, it's like, guys, I've had quite the week this week, this and this and this happened to me. No, it's just called life. It's called my life and bad luck. That's what it's called.

So you know what happened to me this week? As you guys know, I wear glass contacts. I'm sure most

of you know. I've talked about it a lot. I can't wear glasses, can't get lazy. I can't wear

normal contacts. The only thing I can do is wear glass, glass contacts because a very lovely eye disease that my mom passed down to me called

Kara Toconis. And, I mean, aside from just like my overall life in general, where my parents

gave me every single one of their bad ailments and my brother got all the good ones, aside from

that, such as hearing loss eye disease bad back ADHD we

won't get into it I got yes this eye disease and I have to put glass contacts in every day so in order to

do that I have to I have plungers I have a plunger to put them in and a plunger to take them out

there are two different plungers different sizes they do different things oneer to take them out. They're two different plungers, different sizes. They do different things.

One inserts, one takes them out. So every day or every night I have to put them in like their solution and let them sit overnight. And then in the morning when I put them in, I have to clean them off with saline solution, like a different solution. And then I have to turn them. So they're kind of like upside down like a cup. and I have to fill them with the saline solution, fill them, right?

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