And for me, I think the stress around worrying about eating a piece of chocolate or

cupcake is actually worse for me than just eating the piece of chocolate or cupcake.

Exactly. I always say like the stress of what you're stressing about is going to kill you

before the thing that you're worried about kills you.

Yeah. So you're from a small city in Albania, and it was communist back then when

you lived there. I know that your family endured a lot, food ration lines. There's a lot of hard times,

but you labeled it as also being the happiest time of your life. Can you tell me why you called it the happiest time of your life?

It was, and for a lot of people that would be seen as, you know, you were standing in food lines, you were struggling to get a loaf of bread.

But because your reality is confined to what you experience, you're not exposed to TV or social media. You don't know what

exists outside of those borders of your reality. So I was happy within those confines.

I looked forward to taking that one vacation that everybody took once a year. Yeah.

So at the time, I was definitely happy as a child. When was the first time

that you started using social media? Do you remember? I mean, it started, I guess,

maybe 2014, just to post, you know, a pick flowers or a picture of me running very rarely. It was until

2019, January of 2019, that I decided to post more strategically and for purpose. That was, I would

say, when I first started to really post on social media. And when you were growing up, there was, you know, you didn't have social media,

you're comparing and stuff too.

Like, did you, what did you consume?

Besides, like, playing outside, like, did you watch TV, where there shows?

Like, until you came to the U.S., like, what did you do for fun?

I think there was like one hour of TV a night on weekdays that everybody looked forward to.

And maybe on the weekends there was a couple of hours more in the morning with like cartoons and stuff.

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