Life is like your challenge you got a big wall in front of you right an illusion of a big wall

Illusion of an obstacle void shortage created by time and ego times the man made construct

Egos created by illusions of fear

Need to be right need to be a phantom easy separate superior inferior offended guilty anxiety all these things

Anyway, most people go their whole life and they're running to try to get around this wall

Or they're running this way around this wall. They change directions or they try to dig way under the wall

Their whole life try to go over me. I try to access the fucking key

Right, you just turn a tiny little key opens the door

There's so many things in my life that I used to work so hard create void shortages at obstacles

So I can be my own hero and say oh, I grew up poor. Oh, I used to use drugs. Oh, I used to do right?

So I can be a hero, right? I lost everything. That's bullshit. All you need to do is access the key

Right get out of your own way think about how am I putting time in my way?

How is my ego answering that and that's why meditation is so important?

It's just a baseline. It's a baseline to say here's peace

Okay, and pieces now you would be a car on top of a hill real tall hill

How much energy does it take to keep a car on top of a hill about one finger?

I can hold it any San Francisco hill my cars up there one finger. I just keep it on there now if that car starts rolling

Right what most people do instead of right when it starts rolling getting back on top of the hill right going back to center

What most people do is they allow that thing to keep going downhill and so by the time you get home from work

Right, you come home to your beautiful fiance and you feel run over. Why can I think about my momentum that cars game?

So every time my goal always like a master in karate but 12 people tagging me isn't to resist all the attacks

And simply how quickly can I go back to the center?

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