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How do I go on? John Onwuchekwa

FamilyLife Today®

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4.81.7K Ratings

🗓️ 28 December 2022

⏱️ 30 minutes

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Summary

Some moments are so grief-swept and raw, we wonder, 'How do I go on?" Author John Onwuchekwa relays his own story of abject loss and clawing his way out.
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Transcript

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0:00.5

My grief made me feel like a liar

0:04.1

that I'd spent my whole life talking to people

0:06.3

about the goodness of God and who he was.

0:09.5

And I felt this grief that maybe I lied to him.

0:13.6

Maybe I told people that something worked,

0:15.9

that didn't actually work because it's not working right now.

0:21.1

Welcome to Family Life Today,

0:25.2

where we want to help you pursue the relationships that matter most.

0:37.7

I'm Ann Wilson.

0:38.7

And I'm Dave Wilson and you can find us at FamilyLifeToday.com

0:42.8

or on the Family Life app.

0:45.0

This is Family Life, today.

0:50.9

So when you walk through your sister's death

1:04.0

and the grief after that, I'm not sure I know the answer to this.

1:09.2

What would you say was the hardest part of that journey?

1:13.5

I think it was living life without her on Earth.

1:16.9

It's like you have dreams and visions of your future,

1:19.5

even with a sister or someone that passes away.

1:22.0

I mean, she was your best friend.

1:23.1

Best friend.

1:24.3

And for her not to be there, to not talk to her,

1:27.9

to hear her voice crushed me.

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