And soo, Oh, She wants me to be a new version of the old self.

Sometimes I don't even know who that ever was.

I can't keep mine reading not just to try to keep the vehicle moving fooling the eye with the motion of the open ocean.

And he wants me to keep the mood up and the people happy.

Sometimes I don't even know what happiness even is.

I just be trying to fool the eye with the quickest of the hand.

But hands get warned though when they don't know what to do.

I can't keep trying to be the other things you want to see.

I can't keep trying to meet

meet all the expectations you said for me I can't keep trying to be be on these

sides set out to see on I can be. There's all that I can be. They won't need a turn up at a moment's notice.

Sometimes I can't remember what time is day or night.

Were we going somewhere?

Is there a mission?

I'm on a whole other what the hell is going on.

And what am I doing?

What am I doing?

What am I doing with my head?

Is it bringing me joy?

Gotta prioritize my own hearts

because at the end of the day

I gotta be in my own skin as if I ain't loving my damn sales

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