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This Is Actually Happening

Holiday 2020 Rebroadcast - #100: What if he wouldn’t let you leave?

This Is Actually Happening

Wondery

True Crime, Tiah, Documentary, Society & Culture

4.69.9K Ratings

🗓️ 5 January 2021

⏱️ 56 minutes

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Summary

“I just didn't feel like a person, I didn't feel like I was a being walking on this planet a lot of the time."


Producer: Whit Missildine


Episode Summary: A woman fights for her life after her husband turns into a monster.


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Content/Trigger Warnings: domestic violence, attempted murder, assault, life-threatening circumstances, explicit language


Intro Music: "Illabye" – Tipper

Music Bed: Original score and sound design by Ryan Black – ryanblack.io

 

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Transcript

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0:00.0

This is actually happening features real experiences that often include traumatic events.

0:04.2

Please consult the show notes for specific content warnings on each episode

0:07.6

and for more information about support services.

0:15.7

Today's episode is the last of our Holiday Re-Broadcast series

0:18.8

with an unbelievable story of survival released as episode number 100 back in season 7.

0:24.5

We will resume with brand new episodes next week on January 12th.

0:28.6

Wishing you all a Happy New Year.

0:34.5

I don't see a person behind those eyes anymore.

0:37.9

His eyes have turned into these black marbles that I don't even see a person behind anymore.

0:55.3

From Wondry, I'm Whit Missildine.

0:57.6

You are listening to this is actually happening.

1:07.6

Episode 100

1:11.6

What if he wouldn't let you leave?

1:20.6

Hey, Prime members.

1:22.6

You can listen to this is actually happening.

1:24.6

When I'm at free on Amazon Music, download the app today.

1:32.6

When my mother was in high school, she had a relationship and got pregnant.

1:38.6

The man who was my biological father was not interested in at that time being a dad

1:47.6

and ended up going off to Vietnam to be a soldier.

1:54.6

About three years after I was born, she met and married the man who, for all intents and purposes, became my father.

2:02.6

He never treated me any differently than he treated my sister who was his biological child.

2:09.6

He was a good dude.

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