You ever feel like you're playing hide and go seek with yourself, with your confidence?

You know, some seasons it's it's present.

Well others it's you know, it's like non-existent.

Or maybe it's a constant chase, a cycle that we just can't escape.

You know it's kind of odd that we can lose aspects of our confidence isn't it?

Do we, you know, do something to lose it?

Or is it, you know, just a part of the game?

I know that confidence is it's just an energy that we embody.

And the seasons that we have it, you know, we step into it, we exert it, we explore it

for all that it has to offer.

And the seasons that we don't, I think it's asking us to look for something.

You know what if confidence slips away?

Not as a punishment or because it's like, hey, I don't want you no more.

But to set a new trail for us, like a treasure hunt, you know, to journey through the weeds

again, you know, the value of despair to discover something new.

How did it seek is fun isn't it?

Like come on, we all played it as a kid.

You know the other person intentionally runs away and hides.

And you go on the search for them.

And they also give you some clues.

You know, I remember as a kid, I would yell over here and then I'll quickly go and hide

in a different place to trick them.

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