All right guys as you could tell from last week

This is definitely the very emotional part of the book the hardest part for me to get through

It's not gonna be much easier this week

As you can see with the stories that we're gonna cover there's ups and there's downs and

That's the way it's probably gonna be from here on out

That's just it's part of it. It's part of life. That's where everybody's life is there's ups there's downs

Never let yourself get too high never self let yourself get too low

So I'm not gonna spend a lot of time talking. We're gonna pick up with three more chapters this week

Chapter 13 life takes unexpected turns

Reviewing one's life is never fun up to this point in my life story

I had struggled financially and moved from one job to the next learned to live a my own and entangled myself in failed relationships

Deep down I knew that I would never have a successful relationship until I accepted that Gina and I were never going to work out

This would be difficult

My self-esteem was bruised and I was constantly battling my depression

And no one knew because I kept all of that behind closed doors locked up deeper than myself

All my friends thought I was doing great and that was the way that I wanted them to see me

In February of 2005, I met a wonderful woman named Jennifer

She had two great sons and lived in a mobile home on a three acre piece of land near Fort Knox Kentucky

This was about a 40-minute drive from my mobile home

After dating for a few months, we decided that I would move into her home

I found someone it was willing to move into my mobile home and take over the payments

Clear it with the owner and now the next phase of my life was about to start

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