bro i'm really trying to do better bro like i just spent november through fucking the first week of

january first week of february on the road yeah i really want to spend this next month i think i

go on tour in like april i'm trying to spend this next month and a half getting right yeah i really

want to get right i hell i want to get better

just like hella healthy and shit yeah it sucks though because i've been trying to work out

i think i might have a pinch nerve in my neck or something bro yeah because anytime i do

like any shoulder related lift my shoulders just get hell intense bro and, and stiff. It's ridiculous.

Yeah.

Did we start the camera?

Yeah.

Oh, okay.

Yeah.

So, I don't know.

And it's also not being in shape makes me feel so inferior.

True.

Especially as a former athlete.

Like, you associate so much to your self-worth with how much you can lift, you can run How long you can run How long you can lift How hard you can hit How high you can jump Bro especially now as we're getting older It's like Nick I was lifting more You know Fresh year of college And I'm lifting now There was a point when I was hitting 225, like 18 times. And I was weighing like 180 pounds, bro. Yeah. I could probably hit 225, like 25 times. I was just pure strength, you know, squat and hell clean. My knee be hurting, my back be hurting. I'm like, bro. And then. My knees hurt now. Like, I just got back from the gym like yeah we couldn't

I'm not doing no leg workouts because my knee fucking and we also need to figure out some

ways to do this active lifestyle shit as a part of our is it sedatory isn't that what it's

called when you sit hell of much is that what that word is yeah I think it's like that's be accessible

with your language but like that's, it's a job where you sit, where you sit, where you spend a lot of time sitting, right? Yeah. So with both of us having essentially desk jobs, I feel like you get to move around a little bit more. I just like, you have to walk around campus and shit. But I live, I work in a fucking, like, office.

It's not big at all.

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