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🗓️ 11 March 2025
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0:00.0 | What happens when the very foundation of your beliefs starts to crack? |
0:07.0 | When the things that you were raised to accept without question suddenly don't make very much sense. |
0:13.0 | Maybe you felt it. That moment, when your gut just tells you something is off. |
0:18.0 | But everything in you resist pulling the thread because you know if you do, |
0:22.1 | the whole thing might unravel. I know that moment well. I was raised to believe certain things |
0:28.2 | were absolute. Hell, sin, salvation. The idea that if you followed the rules, you were safe, |
0:36.2 | and if you didn't, eternal torment was waiting. |
0:40.0 | No room for debate, no space for doubt. |
0:42.8 | And to be honest, I always had questions. |
0:45.8 | But for a long time, I was afraid to ask them. |
0:49.2 | I thought maybe I wasn't one of the chosen ones because I had these questions in the first |
0:53.4 | place. And that fear kept me in line. |
0:56.0 | It made me second guess my own thoughts. |
0:58.0 | It made me wonder if I was broken for not being able to just believe, |
1:02.0 | just have faith, like everyone else seemed to. |
1:05.0 | But then life forced me to look closer. |
1:08.0 | To be fair, it's not like the people around me knew what had happened. When they |
1:13.1 | found out that I was sexually active, they didn't ask questions. They didn't wonder how I got there, |
1:18.6 | or if I was okay. They just categorized me. A sinner. A lost girl. Someone they didn't want their |
1:25.6 | kids hanging out with. And honestly, I needed someone to help me unravel it, because at the time, even I didn't |
1:32.3 | realize what had happened to me was an assault. |
1:35.3 | I wasn't even conscious when it happened, but I didn't put that together until years later. |
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