I stand before you representing the generation of men who need heart rehab.

I stand before you representing a generation of women who need heart rehab.

So here we are.

Here today about to declare I love to the world.

But if I were to be honest, I don't know what I'm doing.

I don't know what I'm doing. I don't really don't know if, like, what is a man?

My dad was never really there. He never really showed me what manhood looks like.

Culture told me that a man is one who throws this well, you know, how to fight and how many women I sleep with.

And you're going to expect me over the next few years, as a matter of fact, for the lifetime.

If we're going to do this forever, you're going to expect me to love you and to protect you and to honor you.

And I don't know if I could do it because I really don't know what manhood looks like. I really don't.

I really don't know what you expect to me.

I really don't even know if I'm ready for marriage. I don't know if I'm ready for covenant.

I don't know if I have detox from all the porn I've watched.

I don't know if I'm cleansed from all my sexual experiences before you.

And if I be honest, sometimes I might compare you to my past.

I might compare you to my past.

And sometimes I have boy-like tendencies.

And here we are. Are you sure you want to marry me?

Because I'm not even sure who I am right now.

This is why every single time, remember the other night we went out to see a movie?

This is why every single time you ask me questions, I keep on saying, I don't know.

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