Welcome to enjoying every day life with New York Times bestselling author Joyce

Meyer. On today's program Joyce will be teaching us how we can find healing for

our souls. There are moments in life that leave our souls wounded. The pain from

these wounds can hurt so deep that we can't let them go and move on. Instead we

become paralyzed in our pain, stuck and hurting. But there is hope. Today Joyce

draws from her own history of abuse to share how Christ redeeming love can heal

our wounds and bring true joy to our life. Now here's Joyce with today's

teaching. I just had had to have a breast removed because I had breast cancer

and this was like maybe three months before I wrote this. So now I've had this

operation. I got two more to go for plastic surgery. The attendance at our

meetings has fallen off because of the holiday season. I've had a lot of

weird feelings. My mind's been lazy. I've been bored. I've been discontent. All of

this stuff seems to have just caved in on me at once. I also feel, you know

how many times I'm saying I feel. I almost feel that I just don't know how to

pray. I really have a hard time praying. Today it all seems to be too much. God

help me. I feel like I'm gonna go under. But I guess I won't. I trust you're

doing something and I underline something. But I don't know what it is. Probably

you're wanting a greater degree of abandonment. Well I'm not sure I can do it.

But I'm willing to let you do it if you want to. They've always feels I'm at

fault. It's never him. Come on. I just I just got to try to tell you some of

the stuff you got to get through. If you're gonna actually commit and go home and

try to get from where you are to where God wants you to be. I'm just trying to be

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