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Hey y'all, this is Ellie Holcomb and you're listening to the happy hour with Jamie Ivy episode 408. This is Flashback Friday.

Can we get this girl at Radio Show? It was like, it was like, this is Delilah and you're listening to songs with Ellie.

Okay, Ellie Holcomb, we're flashing back this Friday and we're playing a

episode that you were on forever ago. I feel like I mean October 2017, which doesn't that feel like forever ago, but we're being honest.

It feels like ages ago in the four times that is so true before COVID.

BC, baby. Well, I remember I told you this recently that I remember when we recorded that episode. We were in a hotel room and we were at I think we were at the gay Lord in Nashville.

Yeah, I really had to tell you. And you came to my hotel room and we sat down in those big chairs and we recorded a conversation and I remember thinking at the time.

This is one of the most vulnerable conversations I've had in a long time and I left changed and different and I know our audience felt that as well.

And you really opened up up about marriage and conflict and depression and mental health and it was beautiful.

And so I would wish love to hear from you like 2017 Ellie Holcomb to 2021 Ellie Holcomb speaking of those type of things that we talked about.

What does that look like for you now? Yeah, well, just so you know, I people tell me all the time that they have listened to this conversation.

That's about to read and they're like, thank you so much. People have heard it and then they've gone to counseling which is amazing because we talked about counseling a lot.

I'm about to get on back into the counselor actually really here to process some of what is happening because it has been I think everybody is like, whoa, what was last year.

It was a lot and so I was I relist into it actually anticipating this and it was so sweet so sweet to listen back to what God was doing and then to see and to know that currently he is still moving like we're moving deep

in the brain and higher up. And that is what it feels like I was just because I talk in that in this episode that you're about to hear about going to counseling for the first time.

And that has just been on and off journey for me throughout my years of being married or drew or about to hit 15 years of being married.

We now have another kid. His name is Rivers. He is a joy tornado. My little girl reminded me he used to love the climb in the toilet.

He loves the water. I have so many pictures of him just standing in the toilet.

Like this is like good if there's nothing else in there with him.

You know, anyway, that particular picture he had ran boots on and there was other things in the toilet but at least he has like the lashes on.

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