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Welcome to What You're Gonna Love Me.

The podcast where we open the eyes, the ears, and the hearts of anyone who has judged or been judged.

Well, hopefully, I'm your host, Katie Maloney.

Hello, everyone. Hi, hi, how are you? I'm well. I'm good. I'm well. Things have been weird.

If you listen to my podcast last week, I had on my former husband, well, soon to be former husband,

Tom, and we were talking about how closing on our house and we have officially closed on our house now,

and we are now no longer homeowners. I mean, last week was just, it was a week. Let me tell you,

I went through an entire range of emotions. I felt like very out of body. If you've ever felt that way,

it was like that for an entire week. Like, I just was having to constantly remind myself to just,

like, touch grass. Like, I just was, I feel like I was just floating in not in a good way.

It was just very out of it. It was also our anniversary or what would have been our sixth year wedding

anniversary. And so it was just, you know, it was a week. It was a time. And, you know, after we had

listed our house, well, first of all, when we were planning to sell our house, we had to do a bunch of

repair, you know, we tried to do a, not a bunch of repairs. There was a repair that we were working on,

and it was taking forever. So it was just kind of like anxious to get the house on the market. And then

if you ever sold the house, it can be very nerve-wracking because, you know, there's so much you have

to do. And then, you know, there's people making offers or not making offers. And then, you know,

just the entire process is just, it was, it made me feel very anxious. So I thought when we got to

this point of closing, I would feel relieved. Like, oh, you're, yes, it's finally over. And then,

you know, you get some money that hits the bank account. And that's even better feeling. But

honestly, I don't feel that way. I don't feel that way. I feel just blah. Like, I feel sad.

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